the dark side
part one
Don’t' you just hate it when you snap around people. There’s the situational losing it when your alone, then there is the losing it when your around people (which is the ultimate worst cause the ugly side comes out). Unfortunately, this time, I got super agitated around my friends at Jens photo shoot. I’m still not sure the source of it all, I just know that the end result was me getting agitated. By the way, for all you readers out there, you’ll always know something is wrong with me when I clam up. Everyone that knows me knows I love to be loud. But back to the story, I just got really irritated and my loving attitude just went down the drain. Reasons aren’t’ really important but if your reading this Jen, it wasn’t your or the photo shoot, it was more of a personal attitude adjustment on my part. Actually, it was the p word. Pride! Today was still an awesome day though; pretty much everything that coulda went wrong! What went wrong??? The film was somehow not exposing right, the circuit breaker for power went out, and it was cold. And inadvertently, I got extremely agitated. But over all, I was around friends, and that’s what really matters, being around friends.
part two
I have this thinking where I think that if people really knew who I was, that they wouldn’t really want to know me. Hence, the ugly side of showing agitation. But I guess everyone thinks that though, that no one would like them if others really knew what thoughts went through their minds. It’s actually pretty dumb to think such a think too. In today’s' church service, Pastor Paul gave us some tips on true friends. He said that a true friendship will only come about when both parties are willing to truly open up and reveal themselves. Look at friendships; they will never grow if secrets are things are kept. My 2 best friends in the world are Dave Lowe and Dave Lewis. They pretty much know more about me than anyone else, through my hard and through my rough times, they still called me friend. God truly gave me such amazing 2 best friends. It’s funny cause Dave Perlich said “what, am I not your best friend too?” LOL Oh no, not another Dave!
1 Samuel 20:16-18 (The Message)
15 -16keep the covenant friendship with my family--forever. And when GOD finally rids the earth of David's enemies, stay loyal to Jonathan!" 17Jonathan repeated his pledge of love and friendship for David. He loved David more than his own soul!
Don’t' you just hate it when you snap around people. There’s the situational losing it when your alone, then there is the losing it when your around people (which is the ultimate worst cause the ugly side comes out). Unfortunately, this time, I got super agitated around my friends at Jens photo shoot. I’m still not sure the source of it all, I just know that the end result was me getting agitated. By the way, for all you readers out there, you’ll always know something is wrong with me when I clam up. Everyone that knows me knows I love to be loud. But back to the story, I just got really irritated and my loving attitude just went down the drain. Reasons aren’t’ really important but if your reading this Jen, it wasn’t your or the photo shoot, it was more of a personal attitude adjustment on my part. Actually, it was the p word. Pride! Today was still an awesome day though; pretty much everything that coulda went wrong! What went wrong??? The film was somehow not exposing right, the circuit breaker for power went out, and it was cold. And inadvertently, I got extremely agitated. But over all, I was around friends, and that’s what really matters, being around friends.
part two
I have this thinking where I think that if people really knew who I was, that they wouldn’t really want to know me. Hence, the ugly side of showing agitation. But I guess everyone thinks that though, that no one would like them if others really knew what thoughts went through their minds. It’s actually pretty dumb to think such a think too. In today’s' church service, Pastor Paul gave us some tips on true friends. He said that a true friendship will only come about when both parties are willing to truly open up and reveal themselves. Look at friendships; they will never grow if secrets are things are kept. My 2 best friends in the world are Dave Lowe and Dave Lewis. They pretty much know more about me than anyone else, through my hard and through my rough times, they still called me friend. God truly gave me such amazing 2 best friends. It’s funny cause Dave Perlich said “what, am I not your best friend too?” LOL Oh no, not another Dave!
1 Samuel 20:16-18 (The Message)
15 -16keep the covenant friendship with my family--forever. And when GOD finally rids the earth of David's enemies, stay loyal to Jonathan!" 17Jonathan repeated his pledge of love and friendship for David. He loved David more than his own soul!
posted by a at
23:59
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whoa! Pastor Alex said something on Wednesday night that i was supposed to tell you immediately but i got side tracked. I guess this is the perfect time to tell ya...
"The things that easily fustrate us or anger us are usually the very things we have problems with ourselves"
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Ronsaren, At
01:27
Sorry, this is totally unrelated to this post. Correct me if I am wrong, but did you upload old posts from your MySpace site to this one? And, if you did, were you able to do it so that the blogger entry dates matched the original date of the MySpace posts? Ok... maybe that doesn't make sense. This is what I am trying to do. I have old posts on my Wish Upon a Flower blog that I want to send to my Photabulous blog. But, I don't want to have to copy and paste and have the dates all screwed up. I want them to be in the same order. Do you know how I can do that? Or how I can just send the posts period?
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JenMP, At
01:35
Okay wow... this is going to sound really bad, but I just barely read this post just now. And it's funny cuz when I made the previous comment, I didn't even know I was mentioned in the post. haha. That's hilarious. Um, I think my bro was probably joking around. He does that in weird ways sometimes.
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JenMP, At
00:56
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